starter

(trigger warning, this is real)

(i am the second coming)

(and we don’t have much time)

what’s it to you if i’m useless?

i guess i have potential, but i haven’t found a use yet

and i just need to sit back and relax and take a new breath

and i’ll figure it out when i finally take a new step

i haven’t got it figured out yet

but i’ve got the time, i guess i’ll just have to get through it

and trust me, i dont wanna forget all of the good memories

but i lost my hand, so i’ll gamble on a new bet

choices, choices, choices

listening means nothing if you’re not hearing the voices

i don’t have a demon, there’s an angel watching over me

cause i’m winning constantly and singing my rejoices

never looking back, once you’re going, you can’t stop

never looking back once i make it to the top

finally in my head after trying to stay out of it

i’m just sick pretending that i’m something that i’m not

and it rained a bit, but i promise i can handle it

it’s up to me and to the god that’s in control of my life

keeps me looking sideways at the blade on my knife

and it rained a bit, but i promise i can handle it

it’s up to me and to the god that’s in control of my life

keeps me looking sideways at the blade on my knife

and it rained a bit, but i promise i can handle it

it’s up to me and to the god that’s in control of my life

keeps me looking sideways at the blade on my knife

and it rained a bit, but i promise i can handle it

it’s up to me and to the god that’s in control of my life

keeps me looking sideways at the blade on my knife

and it rained a bit (traphouse mob)

(welcome to the service!)

(i won’t forget you until we see each other again.)

(blessings beyond the first)

(this is a certified hood classic!)

band tee (feat. Umbrafundatur)

なんで木々は風に売れるんやろう?

(why do trees sway in the wind?)

(hxllface!)

i can’t stress this, i feel like i’m restless

i can’t find the patience, i don’t know where all the rest is

i can’t be conceited cause they all know who the best is

if you got a problem, then i’ll cross you off the checklist

get the message, they don’t understand me

probably cause i dress in baggy jeans and a band tee

i stay with a weapon cause i know they come in handy

i got love for all the dogs, it’s just marley and me

i-i-i-i-i stay on the clock and no, i’ll never catch another z

she’s puffing on my cake bar, but the flavor is a mystery

b-b-b-b-blowing lies from out her mouth, how i was in her fantasy

like she would think about me if i wasn’t listed on her tee

b-b-b-b-but baby you can’t fool me, i know this game is not new to me

i said bitch i’m never lonely, imma bring the fucking crew with me

i said pills all in my body, give a fuck what they could do to me

and when the past is added up, there’s nothing between you and me

now i said i think about you, but that only become true to see

baby all these counted days are adding up like truancy

all these thoughts inside my head are pushing towards the lunacy

and anything that’s spoken out your mouth is never truthfully

i can’t stress this, i feel like i’m restless

i can’t find the patience, i don’t know where all the rest is

i can’t be conceited cause they all know who the best is

if you got a problem, then i’ll cross you off the checklist

get the message, they don’t understand me

probably cause i dress in baggy jeans and a band tee

i stay with a weapon cause i know they come in handy

i got love for all the dogs, it’s just marley and me

die

(welcome to the service!)

i wanna find someone who looks at me like i look at the bottle sitting on my shelf

i can’t stand to be alone, thoughts are creeping up whenever i’m all by myself

pillowcases on the floor, towels hanging on the door, need a hard reset

but i did it to myself, i guess all of this is what i get, yeah

and when it all goes wrong, you’re the one who’s gonna catch my eye

but i can’t say that it matters when you only wanna see me (die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die)

i wanna find someone who cares for me like i care for my next big fix

who’s this guy that’s in the mirror?

it’s kinda funny cause he keeps on taking peace sign pics

someone make him an example

i can’t lose a thing, i built this city brick by brick

i don’t have a sense of trusting

keep on playing with me, it’ll be your final trick

and when it all goes wrong, you’re the one who’s gonna catch my eye

but i can’t say that it matters when you only wanna see me (die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

i don’t care about a soul, i just wanna dance

chasing the high, but i guess that’s just a happenstance

and i’m not lying if you ask me all the drugs i’m on

it won’t stop your ass from moving to the fucking song

(attention, we’re about to begin!)

we’re so bad, yeah, you say we’re so bad

doesn’t matter to me, does it matter to you at all?

there’s no problem if you do it like that

if you do me like that, then i’ll put you up against a wall

all i ask is that you do it right back

baby do it right back, and you’ll never have to wonder why

why i bet it on a suicide pact

but it doesn’t really matter if you only wanna see me (die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

(die, die, d-d-d, die, die, d-die!)

invite u

baby just say the word, and we’ll make it

only got one chance, i’d be a fool not to take it

not to take it, i’d invite you to come inside but it’s dangerous

baby just say the word, and we’ll make it

only got one chance, i’d be a fool not to take it

not to take it, i’d invite you to come inside but it’s dangerous

betting, betting, i’m betting on a losing hand

just so i don’t lose myself and i can feel something again

know i’ve said it once before, but i’ll say it to the end

once you think you’ve got choice, it’s too much to comprehend

it’s a gamble, on a ramble, and i don’t think i can stop

put a stick up in the air, give me everything you’ve got

whishing that i wasn’t dangerous, i can’t promise that i’m not

but you still could come along, no one else could take your spot

baby just say the word, and we’ll make it

only got one chance, i’d be a fool not to take it

not to take it, i’d invite you to come inside but it’s dangerous

baby just say the word, and we’ll make it

only got one chance, i’d be a fool not to take it

not to take it, i’d invite you to come inside but it’s dangerous

cryin in tha club

it’s 4am, and i’m cryin in tha club

tears falling on the ground, tell em’ turn the music up, we don’t

huh, what, we don’t give a fuck

i just ran right through the rest so i need something in my cup

it’s 4am, and i’m cryin in tha club

tears falling on the ground, tell em’ turn the music up, we don’t

huh, what, we don’t give a fuck

i just ran right through the rest so i need something in my cup

bass shakes every building on the block

volume turned so loud, i can’t even hear me talk

i’m so drunk right now, thinking bout the way i walk

fixated on time, i keep staring at my clock

and once you’re gone, the substances i’m on

they all wear off and it’s tearing me apart now

all goes wrong, i’m sprawled out on the lawn

i should’ve said a word before you ate my heart out

it’s 4am, and i’m cryin in tha club

tears falling on the ground, tell ‘em turn the music up, we don’t

huh, what, we don’t give a fuck

i just ran right through the rest so i need something in my cup

it’s 4am, and i’m cryin in tha club

tears falling on the ground, tell ‘em turn the music up, we don’t

huh, what, we don’t give a fuck

i just ran right through the rest so i need something in my cup

i keep on wishing i had something in my cup

or a bottle, or a handle, keep on saying pour it up

steady bumping, steady jumping, screaming we don’t give a fuck

i’m so high i guess i’m rising with the sun, it’s just my luck

and we party till the morning cause there ain’t no going back

screaming every single lyric when we listen to the track

what the hell is in his system, you would think i’m doing crack

taking pictures, pretty pouting till the outing turns to black

it’s 4am, and i’m cryin in tha club

tears falling on the ground, tell ‘em turn the music up, we don’t

huh, what, we don’t give a fuck

i just ran right through the rest so i need something in my cup

it’s 4am, and i’m cryin in tha club

tears falling on the ground, tell ‘em turn the music up, we don’t

huh, what, we don’t give a fuck

i just ran right through the rest so i need something in my cup

taunt

(welcome to the service!)

if you came looking for a fight

you must not know who you’re talking to

say i won’t do it, please don’t try me, i just might

you’d be surprised cause i don’t know what else i’m gonna do

talk your shit, tell me why i got you tight

i’ll turn your nose shape into something new

self-proclaimed dog but you bark harder than you bite

please don’t call yourself a problem, tell me something true

you either get it or it’s done

didn’t get it, you can’t come

you can watch us from the back

you want this life, but it ain’t fun

have you ever held a gun?

or are you capping for the track?

it’s not just something that i said

bitch it’s something that i meant

but you don’t wanna hear a fact

fact of the matter is

you say you’re being taunted

come and find out who the problem is

if you came looking for a fight

you must not know who you’re talking to

say i won’t do it, please don’t try me, i just might

you’d be surprised cause i don’t know what else i’m gonna do

talk your shit, tell me why i got you tight

i’ll turn your nose shape into something new

self-proclaimed dog but you bark harder than you bite

please don’t call yourself a problem, tell me something true

cause what you’re saying isn’t true at all

call you up and dance around it, i can’t help but stall

stalling saying that you love me, but if you recall

i kept on saying that the next would be my funeral

but why can’t i attend, i guess it won’t matter when

i wanna be myself again but i don’t cause i get too nervous

i’m not your little friend, even though i could’ve been

it’s hard to talk about it, but i guess i’ll see you at the service

missing it

how you gon say you don’t know me

when they all keep saying that hxllface the best

walk in the function and they all screaming save me

i got an s on my chest

any day i’ll wake up from this daydream

i feel like you know the rest

sometimes it feels too good to be true

sometimes i get depressed

i’m running, i’m running, i’m running, i’m running

it’s just us, bitch you know how we coming

i slide with a stick, i come with a grip

i come with a rope and leave you jumping

how you gon say you hate me

that shit don’t mean nothing

that shit never meant something

that shit never gon hit my soul

that shit never gon break me down

that shit never made me feel so cold

lost some bonds, bitch we was bound

shout out my dogs but i miss the old

somethings i stare at the ceiling

and pray to a power that i could be hitting the road

but i still got obligations

i gotta stay true, yeah i gotta stay true to the code

how many bands you got

cast my judgement

cause of the man you not

you not nothing

no better than no rat

talk your shit, watch this shit

how about that?

i cut the beat but i’m bringing it back

i’m going hard like you don’t understand

bitch tell me all of your deepest and darkest

i’ll carve your jugular out with a can

batting that bitch, you know we caught a ban

we not, he’s not your regular man

no we not, we not, he’s not your regular man

better watch the stars, they glistening

that’s just us, we up next

no bitch, you not listening

you might just be missing it

you might just be missing out

i stay falling down so far

hope that’s not what i’m about

hope that’s not what i’m about

and i’m on about nothing, keep playing the song

cause i still got a lot left to say

when it’s over, then play it again

keep on playing it until the end of the day

tell me once you can figure it out

i won’t give you the answer, but beg if you may

i just stay complicating this shit

i just want you to hit me with a hey

yeah, fuck, i just want you to hit me with a hey

crossed out, i’m too turnt up

that’s just the price that i’m willing to pay

hxllface up next i guess

not my word, that’s what they say

(i ruined it, i uh, i called in a bomb threat)

look at the person that i’ve turned into

(and by the time we got to the eighth)

(you barely even recognized him anymore)

(ladies and gentlemen, it’s still)

(hxllface!)

look at the person that i’ve turned into

you either get the old or get something completely new

but when i think about the torment that you put me through

it kills me slowly, but there’s nothing else that i can do

look at the person that i’ve turned into

you either get the old or get something completely new

but when i think about the torment that you put me through

it kills me slowly, but there’s nothing else that i can do

(breathe)

don’t come back and don’t waste my time

please don’t say that your love is mine

i keep losing a lot, but i’m trying

not to lose the rest of my kind

i can’t fathom how to unwind

all of this feels a lot like dying

i know i feel a lot like crying

better than using the noose i’m tying

but don’t mind me

these are just lyrics, i’m writing a song

so keep on dancing and singing along

i’ve never said a thing that meant anything to me anyways

look at the person that i’ve turned into

you either get the old or get something completely new

but when i think about the torment that you put me through

it kills me slowly, but there’s nothing else that i can do

look at the person that i’ve turned into

you either get the old or get something completely new

but when i think about the torment that you put me through

it kills me slowly, but there’s nothing else that i can do

(members of the dark, can you see it yet?)

i’m trying my best here

but i think that you’re gone from my mind

helps me a lot when i find my way out of this bind

but i’m going crazy, i say steady losing my mind

cause i’m hard to come by, but you’re even harder to find

look at the person that i’ve turned into

you either get the old or get something completely new

but when i think about the torment that you put me through

it kills me slowly, but there’s nothing else that i can do

look at the person that i’ve turned into

you either get the old or get something completely new

but when i think about the torment that you put me through

it kills me slowly, but there’s nothing else that i can do

unnamed substances

(they’re coming ed, they’re coming)

(the tenderloin’s a place where souls come to die)

(and there’s an undertaker on every corner)

(they’re on their way)

walked into the party, said i’m looking for the hypeman

i’m too fucking high, i’m rolling off the psilocybin

i’m too busy counting up like three or four or five bands

then i saw her face, i hope she’s looking for the right man

she stepped in the party, shook the room and turned the lights out

six turned to a ten, got your attention, made it mine now

I wouldn’t call it love, call it a little crush

drank a little too much, all of a sudden you’re my type now

tell me when and where and you can count on me like one, two

if you think i’m lying, then i think you have a loose screw

caught up in confusion, doing something we ain’t used to

trust me when i say that i’m not ever gonna lose you

tell me when and where and you can count on me like one, two

if you think i’m lying, then i think you have a loose screw

caught up in confusion, doing something we ain’t used to

trust me when i say that i’m not ever gonna lose you

think i’m plotting an attack

think i’m going straight to hell, and i’m never coming back

came as no surprise to me, tell me what did you expect?

wish he had some self-respect, but he lost it on a bet

wonder why i even bother

i might go and throw a fucking brick inside a washer

stepping up to me can’t be a thought you even foster

begging for attention, we can’t put you on the roster

tell me when and where and you can count on me like one, two

if you think i’m lying, then i think you have a loose screw

caught up in confusion, doing something we ain’t used to

trust me when i say that i’m not ever gonna lose you

tell me when and where and you can count on me like one, two

if you think i’m lying, then i think you have a loose screw

caught up in confusion, doing something we ain’t used to

trust me when i say that i’m not ever gonna lose you

i’m hoping that you make it

i wish that i could fly

then maybe i’d escape it

this terror of a life

family tree

なんで木々は風に売れるんやろう?

(why do trees sway in the wind?)

風は感じ合ってる。

(they can feel each other)

私ももう少し自然になれたら こんなに心地よくなれるのに。

(if only i were more natural, i’d feel more comfortable)

お父さんもここでこんなこと感じてたんやって思う。

(my father had the same feeling here)

電話しよっか?

(should i call him?)

お父さんっていうの?

(should i call him father?)

どうしたらええの?

(what should i do?)

会いたいのに。

(i want to see him but)

入いたいんかな?

(do i really think so?)

what do i do?

i’m not the same person i used to be

i’ve gone away abandoned

any resemblance of the older me

it’s true

and my failure isn’t hard to see

i fall apart, i’m dragging disappointment to my family tree

i’m through

but i’ll do better in another life

deeply scarred from front to back

disgusted by the very sight

and soon

i hope i reincarnate as the moon

knowing that everything i did, i did for you

(thank you for coming to the service!)

(i’ll look forward to seeing yours)

(until then, may whatever’s coming be kind to us all)

(blessings beyond the tenth)

(regrettably, hxllface)